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Tuesday, December 22, 2009

I mean yes, I really think I did all that I did.
It was a romantic thing, no? I went there, like a person would in a movie.
just to tell her I am so proud of her.

But I am left with pieces of brokeness that I tried so hard to reassemble. I love her so much.
and now I know all that I missed was true.

All that I missed.
"It's like you almost miss that pain. the same reason why you miss her. Because you lived with it for so long."

I will go back and live my life. I will take care of our cat. I will be strong and try to remember that I couldn't ask her back no matter if I did above and beyond. I know nobody would do what I did for her, not that balding Swiss French guy or anyone else.





Monday, December 21, 2009



Sunday, December 13, 2009



Saturday, December 05, 2009

nothing is like that. not rotterdam, not toronto, not columbus, not phoenix, not chicago.




Sunday, November 29, 2009


i feel better now.
as well as remembering the past i am looking forward to the future.





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