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Tuesday, December 22, 2009

I mean yes, I really think I did all that I did.
It was a romantic thing, no? I went there, like a person would in a movie.
just to tell her I am so proud of her.

But I am left with pieces of brokeness that I tried so hard to reassemble. I love her so much.
and now I know all that I missed was true.

All that I missed.
"It's like you almost miss that pain. the same reason why you miss her. Because you lived with it for so long."

I will go back and live my life. I will take care of our cat. I will be strong and try to remember that I couldn't ask her back no matter if I did above and beyond. I know nobody would do what I did for her, not that balding Swiss French guy or anyone else.

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Monday, December 21, 2009


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Sunday, December 13, 2009


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Saturday, December 05, 2009

	nothing is like that. not rotterdam, not toronto, not columbus, not phoenix, not chicago.
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Sunday, November 29, 2009

	i feel better now. as well as remembering the past i am looking forward to the future.
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